Alohaa.. :) :)
hai hai.. :)
Kali ini gue ga tau mau nulis apa. Gue baru aja sks-an (sistem kebut semalam). Haha.. liburan seminggu buat minggu tenang ujian, ga gue pake sama sekali buat belajar. Entahlahh.. entah kenapa gue seperti itu. Sok banget yah kayaknya. I love learning, but I just hate studying. not hate at all.. cumaa sedikit ga suka aja. hiihihi...Pagi buta belom tidur. Belom ngantuk. Then, what I have to do? Well.. ada yang mau gue ungkapin. haha. Hal ini ga seserius that words. Gue cuma kangen Semut Merah. Apa yang lagi dia lakuin? jalan sendirian di lorong rumah sakit? tidur? ngerjain tugas? kalo tidur mimpiin gue ga? haha.
Oh God, gue stuck. Gue ga tau mau nulis apaan.. Besok gue ujiannya Blue Bird jam 10. udah dibaca materinya tadi. Besok pagi aja baca lagi. Well, sepertinya belakangan I just feeling like 'hate the world'. Or 'the world hate me'? Ga taulah. I just really miss you Semut Merah. Kapan kamu dan aku ketemu lagi? yang untuk kesekian kalinya? yang sebenarnya dapat dihitung jari, tapi aku tak pernah menghitungnya. I remembered when we look at that fire together, and I really miss it. It feels crazy. Like my heart is made up from mosaics and when I miss you few of that mosaics were gone. They're hiding behind your reflection.
I remembered when you invite me to watch that beautiful fishes together and I was refuse it, I just regret the words I said. Really regret it. And just hoping someday you will do it again, to me. Udah lahh jadi nge galau gue. hmmph. eh, tapi kamu ngajak lagi sih.. but that time was to do another thing. haha. ternyata harapan gue terkabul yah. Kalo gitu, aku ga akan berhenti berharap, Semut Merah. And please, jangan ngalah. Please, don't just give it away to someone else. Please be strong. You have to struggle if you have decided it. Jangan nyerah, Semut Merah. I dear you. Really. I dear you
Merci..
Stay Cool
Meredith
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